Rabbit and Bird

These sonic slivers                A very deep Rabbit               are moving through space as Concordances                  wordwhorls out of dusty mounds             Music placed securely on paper                Colorful birds            murmuring over the pages as inside them and adrift                and over back wards             This way to the forest of these signs             walking through space and sounding it again          LookContinue reading “Rabbit and Bird”

Notations as Process

This was a preparing-for-writing project        Making a novel out of notes               An indirect manner of proceeding     It’s all of it in the not-knowing          It has to do with notation       To build it out of notations taken from my research and my life      A daily practice of notation    My past, it’s in the mist, what isContinue reading “Notations as Process”

A Note on Cay Bahnmiller (1955-2007)

Cay’s death was not surprising. Extremity and death hung around her and fed the work. She took on Akhmatova’s signature haircut. As she speaks, three or more different ideas often find themselves in one sentence. She layers her words like her work layers paint over text, over fabric, over wood, or like the interview tapeContinue reading “A Note on Cay Bahnmiller (1955-2007)”

‘only relations exist’

‘only relations exist’ — is presented as narrative   ‘Frolic Architecture’ almost illegible    and other sources ‘layering and recopying’ ‘evocative but evasive’  stark small windows  on pages  disparate modes and references     what combination    allusions juxtapositions intimacy resulting ‘but I wasn’t her’ shorn of gravitas is entwined    ‘Pain is recorded, never directly analogous       ‘objective correlatives tellContinue reading “‘only relations exist’”

“intelligence and wonder”

I was too afraid to begin taking pictures from the street, so I began to take some pictures from Solonga’s windows. Through her windows, inside out inside Solonga’s loft. Unconsciously, I began to relate my photography of her apartment and possessions to those photographs I’d taken back in Amsterdam before departing for New York, thoseContinue reading ““intelligence and wonder””

‘I’ve been reading the first sentence of the final section of Calamities’

I’ve been reading the first sentence of the final section of Calamities, and I can’t seem to get past it. It calls on me to follow its trajectory over and over and again, and I do, instead of simply moving on to what comes next. I can’t move on to what comes next. I’m stuckContinue reading “‘I’ve been reading the first sentence of the final section of Calamities’”