‘only relations exist’

‘only relations exist’

— is presented as narrative   ‘Frolic

Architecture’

almost illegible    and other sources

‘layering and recopying’

‘evocative but evasive’  stark

small windows  on pages  disparate

modes and references     what

combination    allusions juxtapositions

intimacy resulting

‘but I wasn’t her’ shorn of gravitas

is entwined    ‘Pain

is recorded, never directly

analogous       ‘objective

correlatives tell the story’

proximity and distance

associations held at arm’s

length    around [and] examined

are correspondent

to have [and to]    hold

together  ‘imagining himself in their positions

mind extending participation outward

unlike things  not tangential

only related   relational as

interwoven with feeling

Questions details almost beginning

at pains       ‘(and    only in part)’

‘all three’    ‘And yet’

her life —- as ‘personal’ but not

‘authoritative’

‘self-revealing’     but not

‘unified’

already outlived

pull perplexing that cuts

to and probe   probes

‘elusive’ my interest

I read those ‘interstices’ as the teeming

spaces crisscrossed      and association

‘i for I’ starkness     

under

scored by etymology    idea of a letter’s

‘case’

choosing replacing

It is the sort of exchange

the construction of both

the deictic ‘that’ and

‘this’

this, that, I, you, we, etc.

are never only communicate

field word

other noun

chiastic and reciprocal of this    expanded line  echo

shifts

Questions details almost beginning

Indeed,

but at pains

In her shift

as well as in her use

  of the page

links to the dead

leads to an object

‘as distant dream’ 

‘substitute’   ‘cord

attached’      ‘gives life

back’

In these lines I thought [of] you

Until I woke up back in myself

cord tie thread questioned across

at least the appearance

clude from    logic

which is ‘false’    him

[in] bed contextually bound)

complicating ‘the way a cobweb

catches’       The original   living

lines are not benign

‘I know I have several times seen’

‘little shining webs’ ‘glistening

strings’       ‘moving and floating’

quotation for connections such that

we must adjust ‘is the thing from somewhere else’

conscious despair    absent ordering

Souls of the Labadie Tract

trace     the landscape and ideas

while a photograph       a small square of fabric

opens visually      just  discernible  against

stark white

It is the blueness      

blueness visible   

life and experience       echoes of the blue sleeve sheathing

not woken       not wake

will not receive     methodically

not translatable

This scrap contends       ‘says

nothing at all

nothing to us       without being seen

it is seen      first

housed              ward opening

In this ‘furiously calm’ letter

The parallels are explicit

grieving dead position         feeling

forceful       not at all seamlessly

or voice instruct

I love to read      metaphors and similes

Howe will go on to confess    a cord

spun

put:           instruction to extend it out

ward

surrounded its glistening     potentially

legible

our place ‘appear as parts of it’        developed

albeit separate     via his existential graphs

delineating heard and felt and looked         ‘types’

or fictitious narratives       Unlike similes and metaphors

thought to be

words           ‘language to be learnt’        ‘learning’

with good taste or judgement

method and scope         His [own]

compendium

It is [an] emotional practice      altered

fancy     welcome

ha[]ven   earth

as full as language      also

peered

prompting a reflective search       scrim

overtly underscores

hues tones of color       perceived       able to write

out  side       o   

pen    ed

through her [existent] contemporary poetics        [t]his

entry

generalizes    repeated but once         morning

in its entirety     ‘objects change [but] then’         Day

can be [put

to] type  terse

lines     a ghostly agency

mentioned in the prior line

enacting a kindred activity         ‘That’

shares closed quotes ‘non-

being’

‘this’    while her text performs

 This           second to

[the] last printed

page           underscoring and syn

tactic

‘ark to’

‘day is’ in

—— a person made solitary

by   cessation       cord between  

became         constitute

us

As Howe longs

closed in      trapped

focuses on touching      it is a repeated

motif     doing research      The original

‘is’

untouchable     providing the hinge

The seeming    direct

line      suggesting     causing

things

to be

‘Let the garment be as it was made’

‘Let be, said he, my prey’

unremarked upon

performing      words

are the same         we attach that value

scrutiny and mobilization

the archival scrap        in That

This

‘touch’

The Mirror and Sea

who we really are              those little nervous things

least jarred edge of the world

argues that all real knowledge

on the clearness and distinctness        and exceedingly

confused       ‘feels when it touches

‘Experience’ is most relevant

grief           ‘People

grieve’   ‘we court

suffering’     ‘find reality’

‘sharp peaks’        ‘even pay the costly price’

‘we aim at and converse’

‘scene-painting and counterfeit’    But we may also

think           ‘Experience’      

That This      ‘reality’ or ‘truth’

between us

through writing      across

the windy,

tumultuous, particular

abyss

threaded with these webs.

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